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Carnival Town

I made 40 dollars on 2 party's today. Thats three hours worth of work on 2 tables, and total of 40 dollars in tips. Not to shabby might I add. However I hate little spoiled brats. I knocked a few over on purpose when I was in the suit. Especially the one who decided he would like to punch my in my nut sack ass hard as he could for amusement. Little fucker. I pride myself in being a health freak. The last 2 days however I can't say I have been. I just decided a few minutes ago I wanted to run out to Taco Bell? WHy, because I saw an adertisement on TV. I have not touched beef in a year. I feel sick. Cheers Loves, Tragedy

The Pirates Cast Away Isle

I hate My place of work, and the bitches who come in there, with their fat little spoiled children. These people walk all over me and treat me like a piece of stupid shit. Watch one of these I wil achieve greater wealthy then they can ever imagine. I have sworn and still do on my grave. I will make something of myself in this life. I can only live it once, and I am gonna make the fucking best of it. I have a 10 hour work day tomarrow from 10AM to 8 PM. I don't want to work anymore I hate it. Cheerleading is just so fucking expensive though. However I love a song by Norah Jones called, " Sunrise". It always put's a smile on my face. Cheers me right up, and I sing along. Right now I feel like dancing the night away. In a club to " Loose Control". Being and gay, and not out sucks. You know what would suck more. Being outed and having nowwhere to live, no money, and noone who cares. I'll take my pick and stay in the closet until I'm done with college. At

Crashed When I Moved In

It scares me! Coming out, to my friends and family I mean. I know what is going to happen they will disown me, cut my off financially, and I will have nowhere to go. I hope this day does not come for a long time. Where will I go? How will I survive I'm still in highschool? What will I do to live off of? I am so scared. When this day comes I will have so many foes, and barely any allies. Right now I don't even think, I have any allies that could help me. I mean I do, but they live in NC. Thats the price for being Southern, Mormon, and privileged I guess. However I suspect it will be within the next year. With a guy I was in a relationship back in Febuary, running his mouth. People are talking once my parents pick up on this through the grapevine. They will realize it. There have been so many signs over the years. I am so scared. Why couldn't I have kept my mouth shut to him, and stopped my hormones in their track. I felt that he was the one, I thought everything was all alri

Oh Yes Update Needed

Noone actually stole my Ipod. My Idiotic self left it in Bean Traders, on Ninth Street. With my bag and everything. Okay so I get this call a few nights ago from the owner of the Cafe. They finally after searching my entie bag, pulled out Cookie, and it had my name on the back. Being I have a very rare last name and only 2 familes in the whole USA with it. Well I got the package today and everything I thought someone had stole was in it. I wrote them a thank you letter, ang gave them back the money for the shipping. I would use bigger words like reimbursment, but I don't know how the fuck to spell it. And for those of y0u who fight a sometimes winning, other times losing battle with the bitch known as Acne. I highly suggest this stuff called Zirh. A friend recommended I bought some, and wowzers my face is clearing right up. Cheers Loves, Tragedy

Foes Are Merely Friends Gone Wrong

I hate Michael Crook. I have said it before and I am going to say it again. If you hate the war, you hate the war. You hate Bush, then hate bush. For Christ sake people, at least support our troops who are helping defend our freedoms. Duke was over last Wensday. I am just now updating, God alot has been happening in my life since I have been home. I did visit Taylor, he seemed like he was in a cheery mood for once. I;m gonna miss him, but I will se him again he was total awsomeness! I have things to do. Cheers Loves, Tragedy

Some Has It

Someone stole my bag, with my Ipod in it. I am pissed as Hell. If I ever find out who you are, you will die at the hands of Tragedy. If you see this Ipod however please contact me. Silver Mini It has A Cracked Screen In The Upper Right Hand Corner The Casing Has Alot Of Scratches On It It is in a Silver NJOY Ipod Mini Case, With the beltclip missing Please return Cookie To me Cheers, Tragedy

Cause Of The Reaction

Okay, so far. Duke is going awsome only a few days left and, I am so sad. I know I will most likely never hear, nor talk to these people again besides a select few. None at this session will I ever most likely talk to again, just because there really none of that chemistry there. Our friendships are weird, just inside jokes and cliches that hold us together. I is so much like high school. I fit in with the really preppy girls, and then their are the depressing goth chicks that tend to get on my nerves, there are the asians and, oh so many this year. Along with the jocks, cheerleaders, and vetrans. There is this one girl named Mika, and she is a lesbian. She so gets on my fucking nerves. Mika is stout pale, chubby with a belly, and has this short curly brown hair that just sits on her head. She is so fucking opinionated, and gets on my nerves in Randall Williams Visual Arts and Poerty Class. Which by the way is an excellent class, and I highly suggest him to you for those of you looking