A Modern Day Tragedy: 13+ Years Post Emo Kid

I was just talking with a friend. He seems to think being gay is a choice. I however tend to think it's based more on genetics, the enviroment, and to many other factors to name. Your opinion?

It's interesting to watch my parents, and observe them, especially my Mom. Her interaction with gays, and lesbians continues to suppress my understanding. She is close friends with many gays, and a few lesbians. She always chats with them( they live in other states, she travels with them when she works), but also she see's them as close, and very personal friends. A few times they have stayed at our home when they have traveled to Atlanta to work, and my Mom would hang out with them. She likes their company, and sees them as people, and always agrees with them about rights and all that jazz. Here's the irony in this. My Mom always referes to them as " Faggots" " Queers", " and " Dykes". She always states how they are gonna go to hell, how it's wrong, and how she hates them so much. She's a walking sack irony in it's purest form. And her " Gay" and "Lesbian" friends has no clue she acts like this. I don't...

I think I have pretty good sleep habits. I go to bed at 12, and get up at 7:45, and sleep in till 1 or 2 on the weekends. For some reason or another this morning I woke up at 4 AM. No biggie, I just rolled over, threw another pillow on top of my head, but nachos just popped into my head. I had the biggest urge to eat nachos, I was craving them. So I couldn't get back to sleep, so I got up and spent 30 damn minutes making myself some. I am not sure why, but I just was craving them like a crackhead craving crack. It sure was odd.

As usual I drive home from practice on Sundays. However at the main interesection in my city where all the shopping complexes are, there are sometimes these religious fanatics. They stand outside holding signs, that bash everything. The nutcases were out there today, I will get a camera phone I swear, and soon. Yeah, here are the few I can remember from today. " Mothers don't let your children grow up to be QUEER Cowboys" "Dealing with mankind is not a lie, dealing with WOMANKIND is!!!!" " Remember Sodom, and Gamora?" The guy next to him had this one... " We will be destroyed like him" " Get used to the darkness" I really felt like chugging my trash at them again.

This made me smile, plus it's my first youtube.

I am fine, just some scratches and bruises from the asshole in the car yesterday. I am sore though, but my Ipod, and cell phone are still no go. The police have found the asshole after running his tags. I'll see what happens from here.