The Chronicles of a Modern Day Tragedy: A blog of self-discovery as an LGBTQ youth through adulthood and beyond.
2010
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I started blogging almost 5 years ago, it's kind of embarrassing to go back and read my posts, but oh well. I suppose I am going to start doing it again to some extent, I do miss it, much has happened, and I need an outlet.
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Joseph G said…
So what's been happening? Inquiring minds want to know
Greg is in town this week. I actually had the pleasure of seeing him these past few days. His family is in the process of moving back to California. He is also attending UCLA, so there will not more seeing him, for a long while I am sure. He looks the same, still has the body of a Greek God, and the dark hair and eyes. He still has one of the most beautiful complexions on a man I have ever seen. We went out to lunch and hung out all over Lenox yesterday. We talked at Starbucks at Lenox for the longest time. Catching up on things and what he is up to. He has gotten a job as a cheerleading coach out in California, at some All Star gym. He still has this sexy black Chrysler 300 C. It was odd being around him though. He had that aura that me want to be with him again, or at least I was lusting for him. It's odd realizing that every quality about his being made me attracted to him still. Even after that stunt he pulled last Christmas, and the anxiety and hatred that was brought with it....
My fellow readers, bloggers, and whomever reads this. This Tragic chapter of my life is almost over. I am emotionally, and physically drained, and cannot think straight. I am in tears in and out of the day, with a family that doesn't understand. They sway back and forth as if they themselves were wheat stems in the wind. I was outed Saturday night. How? I do not want to go into detail. However, when I did comeout it was supposed to be planned. This was unexpected and it's killing me inside... Having a Mormon mother, and family is hard. At first she was understanding of the whole thing. Now, it is as if something has sucked the force of love, and understanding out of her. She is constantly in a state of tears. Asking, " Why have I chosen this for myself?" She believes I am going to burn in hell, and that this choice is her fault. She keeps blaming it on herself, and thinks somewhere in my childhood I was molested... She goes in and out of these moods, where she is hap...
Miss me? For I am back, and plan on staying here. For some reason being away from the blogging world just has seemed so odd... Much has been happening these last few months. I was accidently outed by that damn website Myspace.com. There has been a lot of tension in my life. Many tears have been shed, but also the reality of what is can finally settle in. I guess I will just start fresh, with new posts and try to pickup best where I left off... Cheers, T
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