A Modern Day Tragedy: 13+ Years Post Emo Kid

Last night I think I went on the most meaningful date yet. Instead of dating someone who was in all reality a total loser. This guy had some things going for him, and some not so much. However the main thing that set this guy apart was the fact, that he actually took me somewhere nice and PAID!!! I have grown very accustomed to dating broke morons who work as waiter, or at Starbucks, and have all the aspirations but do nothing to achieve them. This guy manages a pizza restaurant, but he is also in school. He is very attractive. We started out by going to Einstiens, and I have never been to this place before. It is very nice, and very expensive. I was looking over the menu, and not wanting to break his bank, nor send him into bankruptcy I decided on something small. He saw me apparently looking over the prices, and said get anything I want. So I ended up getting the Grilled Chicken Tarragon which was actually delicious I might say. We talked waiting on the food, and he had lots to say....

There is nothing more irritating then car lots. I thought people were just being over dramatic, and crap but really these people have it down to science on how to irritate and annoy the fuck out of me. So, yesterday with the approval from my Mom, a 97 Mustang to trade, and 3000 in cash to put down. I go and look at the Prius, and to tell you the truth I have fallen in love with them. I never would have thought a hybrid thing would have been so nice inside and out. It drove very well, and had far more kick then I thought it would have. I put about 50 miles on that thing, driving it from the lot to the bank, then up 10 miles 85. I drove like a damn dream, nothing like a Mustang GT, but still it drove very nicely. So, I end up getting approved with the trade in, and the cash down. My baby mustang is worth about 2500 trade in, so I guess it's not that bad. Well I had 5500 to put down total the price of the car, was 25k roughly. So then I get approved and this and that. Everything was...

My Mom and me this morning were sitting around the table listening to the News. I have not been watching the news lately these last few months, and one reason is it makes me uncomfortable. We were discussing the world issues mainly in Isreal. My Mom says something along the lines of, " Yeah, those Guerillas attacked the Isreal troops..." I dropped her off at the airport, and then came home. I was sitting in the living room watching the News again, and they came on. They said something similar to, " The Guerillas were hiding in basements, houses, and in trees. They have guns and ads attacking people, and killing them.... so and so..." Lil Bro looks at me and says, " Why are Gorillas attacking people." He is thinking of Gorillas like the apes. I have been very tense these last few days, and this just made me laugh. He just looked at me. He didn't understand that the Guerillas are actually a rogue and radical faction of a government. I replied, " ...

Last night I believe I went on one of the worst dates of my life. Not worst date, just the guy was so blah. He was cute so I said yeah. As soon as I started sitting down to eat, he just talked my ear off. I didn't say a damn word. On top of it all he kept talking Bull Shit. When I say bullshit I don't mean topping his stories off to make them sound impressive. I mean straight out bullshit. I will leave his wackass stories for tomarrow when I have more time to blog. On another note I got my first Tattoo. It is an ellipsis, on my back right shoulder. I have wanted one, but I thought forever what I wanted. This no something on me, this is a part of me. I like it for that, and I believe this will be the only one I ever get. I might post some pics if I can get some decent ones of my back. I want to blog more but I'm about to turn into the living dead I'm so tired. Cheers, T

Okay this is a weird, and mildly stomach churning video...

So, I have purchased Anna Nalicks new CD, Wreck Of The Day 06. It is actually a very good CD, and I do enjoy. I love the remake of Wreck Of The Day the best. Also I bought the new Dixie Chicks CD this week. I love their song, " Not Ready To Make Nice." On another note though. I am happy to announce I will be graduating 5 months early in December of this year. What I want to do in life I really don't know? I want to go into business, but as for college I really don't have a clue. I've decided not to persue a relationship with this older gentlemen. Not because of his age, but because what we have in common is not enough to sustain a lasting relationship. Cheers, T