Porn Star To Be?

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I am attracted to Steven, the problem lies in the fact that even though I know there is something there. I am not sure how strong it is. He makes me laugh, and I know he understands me, but there has to be more to attraction then that. Also the fact today he confided to be that he has been accepted to do porn. 1000 dollars per scene, and well that is alot of money. He wants to get out, and well that his is ticket I suppose. He has the looks there is no doubt in my mind about that. He asked me though if I would do it. I was hesitant to answer, but the answer is... Yes, I would. If the money was of a decent amount, and I could make a killing doing it yes I would.

Then he asked me what I would think of him. Personally I know him, and I just see it as work. But if I ever saw a pornstar walking down the street, the first thoughts off my head would be " slut", and "whore". And I am scared that he will be labeled as such if he decides to go through with it. However I have to stick with what I told him. If the money was good I would just see it as work, and yes, I would do it.

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Kyle said…
Looks like to me your trying to be like another boy there in Atlanta bragging about cock size you know what I say show it if you hung like a porn star! I know the other boy in Atlanta wasn't scare to prove his 9" how about you or are you all talk and no show? Stop copying other people's topics and come up with some of your own. Fuck what a blog you got!
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