My fellow readers, bloggers, and whomever reads this. This Tragic chapter of my life is almost over. I am emotionally, and physically drained, and cannot think straight. I am in tears in and out of the day, with a family that doesn't understand. They sway back and forth as if they themselves were wheat stems in the wind. I was outed Saturday night. How? I do not want to go into detail. However, when I did comeout it was supposed to be planned. This was unexpected and it's killing me inside... Having a Mormon mother, and family is hard. At first she was understanding of the whole thing. Now, it is as if something has sucked the force of love, and understanding out of her. She is constantly in a state of tears. Asking, " Why have I chosen this for myself?" She believes I am going to burn in hell, and that this choice is her fault. She keeps blaming it on herself, and thinks somewhere in my childhood I was molested... She goes in and out of these moods, where she is hap
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I love the blue colour in your bathroom too, totally off topic I know...but just thought I would add that little bit in here
( i posted a comment here but fear that it didn't go thru because i didn't do the word veri. thing)
always remember to keep fighting and never let the fools win you over.
I've been thru some major shit in my life and i can say you will get thru it.
and hell at least Cylons didn't blow up most of humanity leaving only a handful of hot,sexually charged guys to save whatever is left.
:)
so smile, but know that when you smile the whole world will wonder what your up to.